You like control, honey.
Well I’m taking it from you;
Sliding it from your grasp
In my usual imperceptible style.
Sometimes it takes
A pill kick and a therapy hit
To give you clarity;
And I’ll be damned
If I don’t see clearly now.
The whip you once gripped
Has crumbled into
Nothingness.
Your excruciating strokes
No longer writhe in the small
Of my back,
Because all you can see is
The curve of my grin.
And it kills you.
It suffocates the torturer
Inside you.
And I watch it squirm.
It sees the brightness
On my cheekbone as I
Can’t help but beam;
Each flicker
Gnawing at its ego,
And stabbing at the
Oblivion you hold
In your ribcage.
And you were right all along:
Using their weapon
Does not make
The dominant submit;
But
You neglected to mention
The efficacy of
Forming your own.
[Holly McKenna]
Image: Celia Varela-Sixto

